don't look down on my type of life

2005-05-16T13:28:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo ! i haven't update for such a loooooong time ! oh no ! haha. awwwww. anw. nothing's been going on. except that my uncle and his family flew from canada ! and their daughter is sooo act cute ! there's a limit to everything. if she didnt know that. sure she's smart. but still !! sigh. i shan't continue to let her bother my life. :) now..... it's time when i have to pull up my socks. nahh. not those smelly socks. but literally train hard, study hard. i might fall behind everyone ya know. that's so sad. uh huh. hahas. school's gonna end in 25 mins ! whee ! buhbye ! till next time !

2005-04-10T13:41:00.000+08:00

eee ! i've got 2nd for triple ! gail got 1st ! its wasnt my pb though. it was just a mere 9.88. which is super duper lousy. ms lim wants me to achieve a 11m by nationals ! thats like 2-3 mths away ! dang. anw. during friday's trg. i forgo how to land in the pit. cos we've been trg for run-up for 2 trgs. so obviously i forgot the technique of laning. and i ended up with a karate landing ! ahahaha. and it was a sideways landing. yesterday was just shiok ! angie broke the record ! she jumped a 10.9m ! SO COOL ! wish that i can be like her !

2005-03-24T09:05:00.000+08:00

yay ! my com's working ! woohoo ! yes ! uh-hum. yes. ok. anw. nats jrs are coming !!! nooo ! shit ! and triple's on the first day ! what the hell ! long is on the last day. high's on the second day. but i might not be in high. bleahh. cos all the sec 1s are GOOD. yeah. and im lousy. even dom's laughing at my mere 130. that's so evil ! >.< im in school now. haha. mr wong's lesson now. oh yeahh oh yeahh. yesterday me simone and veron were laughing during mr foo's lesson. laughed so much till i built abs. haha. that's cool :D and mr foo almost chased us out. then we laughed secretly. then when the lesson ended we walked passed him. then he was like 'ha ha ha'. lol. that was so damn lame lahh ! but i think he's a damn good teacher :) yay ! we're doing seramics ! my mom does it :) i'll get her to teach me :) she destroyed my plate ! she said it was very good but she crushed it ! :( bleahh. it's REALLY hard work. but im in LOVE with art :) i love at :)

2005-03-07T12:11:00.000+08:00

history now. bleahh. quite easy though. siew siew just told me to cut and paste. :P ooo! i love gym!!!

GYM IS FUN! wheeee! :D

i just LOVEEEEEEE gym. hees. kuatiao! ahhh! lu tiao! ahhh! -screams. i love debra my mentor. :)

simone's laughing none stop. she and wens kept blabbing about the disgusting stuff.

PE today was fun. :)) esp. when simone's there. we kept laughing at her. hah!

I LOVE SIMONE AND VERON! X)) my crazy musketeers!

2005-02-27T15:35:00.000+08:00

watched white noise with yongs veron manda xuan and chewie. freaked out alot of times. i kept screaming and the other audience were like 'SHHH!' all 4 corners. hah. they just don't know how to appreciate horror movies. damn them. they should be better off watching some kiddy movie instead. i mean its really freaky.

chewie went to some party or whatever. then we went to the food court. they ate teppan-yaki. i shared with veron. cos i wasn't in the mood to eat especially after a horror movie. brrrr. then this waiter was like 'i thought it was 10 people. aey what do you want. your friends already ordered.' xuan and veron freaked out. but then cos he continued. we thought it was kind of lame. so we played along. with chuckie and tiffany. haha. he was a little freaked out. but kept teasing us. me and veron were like 'go away lahh!' it was so damn fun.

sang karoake with my cousins. and after that we ate roti prata. i gained 1 kg because of that! obviously it's no surprise since it was 12.30 in the morning. but still! i just HATE gaining weight in the middle of the night. damn it. shit. need to complete my history project. haven't finish. i just picked out info from the internet. hahs.

2005-02-27T15:27:00.000+08:00

RED SEA DIARY

1: phew! survived through the whole bus trip! :))
2: it was like a waterfall. non-stop hits. i couldn't go for training. pity me.
3: i printed a lil on the fabric. damn it.
4: quite lil. hahs. still able to go for ballet.

2005-01-26T20:51:00.000+08:00

so sorry. i like didnt post for almost 3 whole mths. gosh. im irritating pple. :D ahwells.

sports school is so damn cool! luckily they dont have throwers. juicy might have to go to sports school if they accepted throwers. phew. a sigh of relief.

ahh! my theory! shit! i will like have to rush tonight! nvm ask siew siew to help me. :D ahhs! im so lazy. X)

2004-10-30T09:51:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL'S OVER! FINALLY! WELCOME HOLIDAYS!

2004-10-30T09:22:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored. my daddy's sick. and so i didnt go for training. whee! i feel like a slacker. oh wells. stupid didnt bring back the maroon5 and coldplay cd again! argh! shit! jasmine brought the comics for me! but i'm not in school! shhitshitshitshit!

2004-10-25T16:55:00.000+08:00

blah blee bloo bleah bloh!

lalala. learnt some pink panther dance yesterday. so damn fun.

TTTTT : till they tell the truth. i wonder how it works. sounds kinda fun.

im kinda bored today. fei and loo didnt come to school today. fei went to malaysia and come hme very late and so she didnt wanna come to school. loo was just playing truant. naughty naughty.

i dont wanna go to school on wednesday! have some stupid art festival thingy. luckily they changed the script. no more prince charming! im not acting! yay!

was scolded by ong shan shan today just because me, daph, abbie, jess, jean, yuai and audrey were sitting behind the pillar in the hall. so damn stupid. must be scolded just because of that. so unreasonable.

slept during science show with daph and abbie. jess slept on yuai. abbie on daph. emain on me while ziqian and tinas kept irritating me legs. so nice to sleep in the MPR. free air-con. muahahahas.

ate the BLUE 'MONSTER' sweet. changed me tongue, lips and teeth to BLUE. then ate the RED 'MONSTER' sweet. then changed my tongue to black, teeth to purple and lips to red. daph said that i looked like i put on lipstick. kinda true though.

i miss albert and james. islander too. wanna go and see them. i love james cos he's TALL. albert cos he's skin colour is nice! =D

2004-10-12T17:25:00.000+08:00

oh my god. didnt update for such a long time aeys. feel kinda... wierd. but at the same time relaxed. exams are over and like... I HATE THE D&T EXAM! GOD! since my father didnt really see me studying or put ANY effort into studying or the exams. if i dont do like.... better than before??? he'll kill me for sure. as in.. yea. like ground me from going out with my friends or something??? its really bad news. i mean. if he DID at least see me stuck to the spot with only my textbooks. he wouldnt scold me so badly. he'll just at the least scold me for not putting any effort before the exams or what. it sucks. sucks real bad.

started playing my all time favo game- the longest journey. its so damn nice! i LOVEE playing that game. but somehow... THE GAME IS REALLY SLOW!! i just dont know why. its been like the 3rd day since i've started and today... ITS SO DAMN SLOW!! damn p[issed with that. i always have ta play the piano when a part of the game is loading. its kinda good too ya know. at least i have to work my legs to get from the comp to the piano and from the piano back to the comp. BUT ITS STILL SO DAMN SLOW! i hope it doesnt continue tomorrow..

whees! my birthday was on last monday - 4th October! i'm finally 13! CHEERS TO MEE! somehow. it wasnt the nicest birthday i ever had. COS SO MANY PPLE HAD FORGOTTEN!!! and also. my momma's in US. she just sent this... bear from berkeley. must it be like... THE SAME AS THE ONE SHE GAVE TO MY SISTER?? the only difference is that mines... black. hers is... white. but nevermind. so long as its from the bottom of her heart and not cos she finds the bear cute.

so anw...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DUDUPIG! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! (belated of course)

yay! trainings starting next week! but... i think its gonna be vigorous training. this sucks too. i only wanna build those leg muscles. do some jumps. try out for high jump. do gym training. ENDURANCE! ooh how i just LOVE endurance! especially the 150 50 150 50 200 200. THATS SOOO FUN!

yesterday i watched wimbledon!! its so damn nice!!! i love the show!!! quite funny too. i went out with fei. jess. yu ai. and loo. loo owes me $1.90 for the bubble tea. hahas. MY BROTHER OWES ME $11.50! i bought for him comics... thats why. but guess what. I BOUGHT 2 EXTRA COMICS! and you know whats the best part. I'VE ALREADY TORN THE PLASTIC! AND I DOUBT THAT I CAN EVER RETURN IT. but its in perfect condition. since i only read the first few pages with SOME FAMILIAR FEELING. but i treat ALL my comics with care. i love them. their my source of life. i love reading it. so i like wasted... lets see. i think its like $11!!! $11 !!! thats... BAD NEWS!! i could have bought another 2 books. maybe it was fate. ohwells. wanna buy somemore this weekend. i'll buy like... 6 books?? thats equivelent to ... $32 i think. most likely.

eww like... he's so goddamn disgusting??? seeing his face makes me wanna puke. i just dont know why. thought he was... 30 yrs old or maybe even older. he looks.... ewwy! he's so damnthickskinned too!!! he thinks that i wanna continue looking at his webcam or something. like... NO WAY! he's not even nice to look at. he's... DISGUSTING! im no trying to make him sound all ewwy and bad but... ITS THE TRUTH! oh... guess waht... i forgot to block him. ohh thats 'good' news. better do it NOW and FAST. before he tries to say anything.

im so irritated by this kind of despo guys. eww. and also.. DONT THEY EVER UNDERSTAND THE WORD 'YOUNG'???? i mean like they dont understand whenever i tell them or what when i say that i dont get the point of having a boyfriend at this kind of age. it'll only be a bother and a load. maybe a heavier load. a load to add on to my troubles. cos im not allowed to have a boyfriend at this age and i agree like TOTALLY! and also if you dont get to see him or her everyday. its like. theres no relationship in the first place. and since we're all young. we might just anyhow say things like ' i wanna be with you forever' or some stupid mushy stuff. but in the end. theres not suppose to have a 'forever' in those sentence cos... he/she will break up with you in the end. its all useless. you just fall in love or get a crush. the realationship evolves to a higher level. you get hurt after a while. even if its a long-term relationship. we're just too young. its stupid having to get involved in a relationship. its so freaking stupid. should only have a BGR like when youre older??

i just hate it whenever this situation happens. sometimes i hurt the other party. the other party might be my close friend. its saddening.

i wanna join horseriding! hopefully if my results are good. then i could go for it. im still waiting for my birthday prezzie - SAM AND MAX. its a game. my brother's gonna give it to me. he's gonna buy for me the longest journey II as my prezzie NEXT YEAR! isn't he such a nice bro??

i need ta buy more comics! its so damn boring to be cooped up at home. i wanna go out! but good news - im broke. no more money cos my bro owes me. so does kelly. shes gonna help me buy a vcd as my prezzie. hahas. its MARS.

god. wrote a unexpectedly long post today. maybe cos i hadnt update for a moonth or so. but all these happened in a week! damn. im a super genius! out-of-point caiyi! what the hell are you thinking?? snap out of it! youre not a genius! youre an idiot! i am? of course i am. i've been one since............. i was born.

2004-09-10T16:19:00.000+08:00

yoo. didn't update for a few weeks. hahas. damn funneh. made friends with a new guy. name's matthew. he's like super damn funneh. then we got along in like 2 days?? about there. became quite good friends. we've nvr met before. but he's so damn thickskinned!! hahas. but he's still so damn cute. alot of girls like him. but he looks like a pai if he doesn't smile at all. hahas. reason why we made friends cos both of us are... JUMPERS!! hhas. so damn funneh. then he makes sure that i reach hme safely and blah blah. very caring. anyhow add jane cos he mistook her for the other girl in her friendster pic.

phew... so damn bored. this whole week not even like holiday. its like the other type of torture just that i get to use the comp for a longer time. and watch tv for a longer time. not alot of freedom. cos my sister's still here. oh goody. my bro's comin back frm army tonight. hafta give up his oh-so-nice-and-comfy bed. can't bear to leave it. ohwells.

tomorrow's my sister's birthday!!! yay!! gonna go out to orchard to buy some stuff and her prezzie!! then i can go and make friend's with cherie (celine's sister). damn pretty. gonna prepare for the surprise! gonna feast till our stomachs get bloated!!

recently listening to lotsa songs. just don't know why. love alot now. gonna widen my music knowledge! yea baby yea!

2004-08-23T20:28:00.000+08:00

i hate a girl!!! someone close to me!!! she's so damn bitchy!!! she thinks that she's always right when she's in the wrong!!! my momma just left for america this morning and then she asked to talk to me when i was sleeping then so i told her NICELY then that girl said that i said it in a like 'please go away' attitude!! excuse me?? wtf!! i did not say it in such a disgusting way! only people like that girl will say it in this way!! my god!! i sosososo hate her!!! shouldn't have told her that her legs were nice!! now she thinks mightyly HIGHLY of herself!!! f her!! stupid idiot ignorant bitch!!

okay... don't care about that goddamn bloody freaking bitch... just watched 'stairway to heaven' or is it like that?? not sure... too lazy to check right now. anyways. i hate that bloody youli!! she is so like that goddamn bloody freaking bitch!! yea so im am sooooo gonna buy that vcd!! i'll buy it before that bloody bitch buys it!! then it will become mine!!! muahahahahaha..... serves her right for treating me so badly... she and youli have almost EXACTLY the same personality!!! bitchy, cunning... all the aspects of a bad person!!! so anyways. that show is almost like 'autumn in my heart' i think the title is like this.

i'm so sad... my momma went to america this morning... she'll only be coming back in december... but i'll go and look for her right after i get back my exam results... but that's like in i think at the end of october to november!! i've gotta study hard just for her sake... i know this doesn't sound like me but i just have to pull up my socks and listen to the teacher now... or at least do the homework. phew... gotta go and bathe now... don't wanna smell like that stinky person who didn't wash her hair even when she had sweat in the AFTERNOON... she smells like dog poo even after SHOWERING. she even used MY towel to wipe her face after she has washed it... disgusting... but luckily she used the torn and tattered one... as in really torn and tattered...aw well... reeally hafta wash up... getting itchy everywhere... buh bye...

2004-08-08T21:35:00.000+08:00

mann... missed the oc... just came back from camp in desaru yesterday. it was damn fun. loved the night sky from the beach's view. when i threw wet sand into the sky it looked like firworks. there was shadows on it too... so it looked like magic.we were sleeping in a hotel. i was suppose to sleep with eadelin, shayn and charis. charis came down with high fever and had cold sweat. hope she's fine now. so pei wen came to sleep with us. she was asked to do so. then charis passed the fever to shayn who obviously passed it to me since i lended her my track suit. the people in the room next door were jocelyn, amanda, tiffany and jia en. tiffany and jocelyn were damn cute and funny. so we combined rooms as in all 8 of us shared a room. we felt more comfortable and relaxed there. then jocelyn, eadelin, tiffany and me shared a mattress. note: MATTRESS. then right in front of use was the tv. then we watched channel 5. watched nip/tuck too. it was kind of disgusting but the show was quite nice. then we slept at 12.20am when we were supposed to sleep at 11pm. i watched the clock throughout. the sleep was very nice. but the crickets were super duper noisy.

woke up at 6.20am. i was the first... well... sort of... then everyone had to wake up since i was obviously making a lot of noise just to look for my phone. then went for the obstacle course and rafting. the rope corsing in the obstacle course was damn fun. i went for more than 15 times but dropped into the mud every single time. i kept screaming cause my feet kept sinking into the mud beneath the muddy water (which was grey in colour) and kept getting stuck there. my friends had to help me up cause the ground was too slippery. then we both fell onto the mud on the ground. kept laughing. cathreen got her whole body covered in mud. and she looked like a ghost. before it ended. we took the mud and splatted it on our faces. cause clay/mud is good for oily skin. so we put mud mask on our faces. when i washed it off, my face became smoother. cool huh? i don't know about the others.

got to know leeyi better. she's so damn cute! i love her (as a friend) !! especially when she smiles!! saw a photo of her when she was young. so cute!!! man! i love my seniors!! all so nice. didn't go straight back to home-sweet-home. went to my cousins house. zachary was extrmely active. he even hugged me!! quite suprising cause he usually don't hug me. then i sawa the cutey-shintaro! he is so extremely damn cute!!! he looked at me and i looked at him back then i gave him a wierd face and he laughed!! then he hugged me for very long!!! love him lots.

tomorow's National Day. happy birthday singapore!

Where I Belong

Morning comes around and I
Can't wait to see my sunny island
In its glorious greenery, whether rain or shine, it's still beautiful
Bright lights shine on the streets at night
Guiding me closer to home
To a place where I'll be safe and warm, where I belong
Friends and families by my side
Seeing me through as I grow and learn
Everyday's experience, bitter sweet or sour
They're still wonderful
As they become precious memories
They'll be kept close to my heart
And no matter where I am I will always know, where I belong

Chorus:Where I belong, where I keep my heart and soul
Where dreams come true for us
Where we walk together hand in hand towards a future so bright
Where I belong, where I keep my heart and soul
Where we're one big family
I want the whole world to know, I want to shout it out loud
That this is where I know I belong

2004-07-31T11:19:00.000+08:00

sorry... false alarm... my father was calling my sister. called wrongly.

continued...

all right! anyways... she lost her handphone and she just kept quiet. throughout the bus journey from national stadium to st nicks. and she just went straight home. so the rest of us... well... almost... went to swensens... me, lisa, huichun, cheryl, mijie and samantha were sitting at one table and our food came last... we were sleeping before it came... then huichun's food came the last.but she had cancelled the order for it a few minutes ago and the waitress was like burst!! the she cried a little... cos we caused a lot of noise and commotion in swensens and everyone was like 'this table first!! this table first!!' the six of us just slept... back to the waitress. she scolded a junior waiter for not telling her. and she kept banging on the computer. so the room just went quiet...

oh yea... and i didn't go to school the next day... and slept till 12.30 pm??? cos i was really REALLY tired. slept on my brother's bed... he was in army... coming back today in the afternoon... heard that he was sick... poor thing... last week his right hand was swollen from digging a spider-hole which is a size of my house's kitchen??? thats big... and so... he couldn't play the piano as fast as he could before the spider-hole thingy... and he didn't get to see his girlfriend that week. but i saw her... cos she's giving me maths tuition.

ok... next topic! my cousin, his wife and their children are back from US!!! woohoo!!! i just simply love playing with my nieces and a few of my nephews!! they're soooo cute!!!! ok... so leona and her brother are back!!!! the last time i saw leona was 3 yrs ago during my grandmother's funeral... sniff... she is so damn cute!!!! i love her lots! same to my nieces and nephews! now... shes 4 yrs old... she liked playing with my brother and me! aww... my sister could only bother with her tv... im gonna see her tonight!!! *screams with joy*

and now... change topic... recently... i've been quarelling a lot with my sister... ijust don't know why but eveytime she keeps saying that it's all my fault... i started it... blah blah blah... i mean so what if im the naughtier one?!? that still doesn't give her the right to blame everything on me!!! hmph! im so damn fed up with her... bloody hell... then she thinks that she has this great british accent which i thought it was kinda disgusting... sounded like some people who didn't know great english trying to speak like a caucasian. and guess what... she said that my english was no better! i admit that my chinese is worst than hers... but still our english standards are almost the same!!! oh forget it... no point wasting my time and words on her...

ok... written everything on my mind and i feel better after writing those... got to go now! buh bye!

2004-07-31T10:20:00.000+08:00

continued.....

so anyway, she helped st nicks earn like 18 points??? thats a lot!!! then theres angie who earned 14 points!!! lastly theres wei en who earned i think 9 points?? but thats quite good for me. all of them are jumpers!!! each have two events... sihui is high and long, angie is long and triple and wei en is triple and high!!! so its like a continuation!! circle of jumps!

ok... continue to the main topic!!! well... ST NICKS HAS GOTTEN DOUBLE CHAMP!!! woohoo!!! me, desiree, wei en were competing for the loudest and longest scream... well... desiree won... but she backed out after that so me and wei en were screaming at each other. hahas... then... bad things happened after that... first V's sister didn't wanna go swensens with the track team to celebrate. so she burst... and didn't go in the end... then J lost her handphone... sniffsniff... it's new by the way...forgot whats the model... it was 2 weeks old only!!! she lost her other phone. the nokia one... aw man... needa go off now... i'll continue another time... byes!

2004-07-25T20:47:00.000+08:00

heyys!!! sorry... haven't been updating for a mth and 10 days??? but... its not as much as the last time... ok... now... lets see what to write... ok... firstly... mah best friend didn't tell me that she had a bf last time!!! until i talked to him again... and asked him... you see... i know that bloody guy... he is so full of shit... he was never ever true to my best friend... at first when they weren't together... he asked me to help him in the wooing... and then after a few days of helping... i lost contact with him... but i still had his number in my cellphone... after about half a year?? i got in contact with him again... so i asked him how did it all go and he asked what?? so i said about my best friend and him?? then he replied... oh... that... well its all over... so i went: what do you mean its all over?? so he explained and said that they went steady for 2 mths??? all this while i've been kept in the dark... then i asked him why did he break up with her and he said that he didn't wanna talk about it... so i went to school the next day and asked my best friend... she was like how you know??? who told you about it??? my god!!! that means that all this is true??? oh... so i ask her then why did they break up... and guess what... he liked another girl... and she just calmly broke up with him like nothing had happened at all!!! poofy!!

ok... enough of those 2 already... right now... i've got nationals... i've done real badly for my long jump... jumped a mere 4.37m... but guess what?? i beat gail!! but... by 1 cm... , then i got beaten by 1 cm by cheryl... and lijie was beaten by sihui by 1 cm... and guess what??? sihui has got double champ!!! update you next time... bye!

2004-06-15T13:53:00.000+08:00

muahahahas.... ... ... have nothing to write... *turns back away* -_-

Avril Lavinge - "Don't Tell Me"

You held my hand and walked me home, I know
While you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love
Guys are so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl?
The one who gives it all away

[Chorus:]
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
You're better off that way

Don't think that your charm and the fact that your arm is now around my neck
Will get you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
Get out of my head get off of my bed yeah thats what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl, the one who, throws it all away

[Chorus]

This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up I've done no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away

[Chorus]

Better off that way
I'm better off alone anyway

*****
Christina Aguilera - "Beautiful"

Spoken
Don't look at me Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the fame, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone and the puzzle undone
That's the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words won't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words won't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today...

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what they say
(no matter what they say)
When the sun is shining through
Then the clouds won't stay
And everywhere we go
(everywhere we go)
The sun won't always shine
(sun won't always shine)
But tomorrow will find a way
All the other times

We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down
We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words can't bring us down
Don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today

*****

2004-05-28T20:09:00.000+08:00

ok... i haven't been upd8in fer lyk 1 mth n 2 days?? ok... anws... im riting this in a mth n im writin abt sumthin bad!!! ok here goes... yesterday, ms lim told the whole track team their events... some went into the school team while others did not... then those who din't get into the nationals, didn't want to go for training... i mean its like today is the last day for 2 of my teachers... im like already quite sad... then just now my friends didn't want to go just because they weren't in the school team... i felt like crying when i heard this... if they think that traing is just a waste of time just because they are not in the school team... then why don't they just quit?! it will save them all their efforts and energy! (all this refer to... lets call her A)... sori... but not too many short forms today... cuz im doing type writing... ok... stop talkin about her.

now talk abt Z... shes so bitchy!! and flirtatious!! i dunno whye... but im friends with her... usually the first boyfirned of many girls are who they really like... but Z dumped him in less than 2 wks!!! before they became a bgf... she kept saying that how much she really like him! then i asked her abt her relationship... she said she wants to break up with him!!! how cool is that?? i mean that shes not even pretty... but she ACTS pretty... acts sexy... but shes so flat... im also flat... but shes flatter... alot more flatter... i don't even think she has... ok... anw... if she doesn't dump him, i bet he will... then after she broke up with him, i asked her why... and she said because he was ugly... EXCUSE ME??? he ugly?? hes quite cute!! i saw his pic... its just that she has high expectations... but guys also have high expectations... maybe many of her previous bfs think shez ugly...

ok... talk abt somethin else... i pierced my ears!!! but the person didn't pierce properly... so e hole from e back is nearer to e soft bone... the ear stick keeps touchin my skin!!! making it so itchy... sigh... my parents are angry with me because of that... my father grounded me for the whole june holidays not allowed to go out with my friends!!! i can go to their house though... i wanna go and buy comics!!! i haven't been buying for almost a mth!!! i feel so stressed!!! argh!!!

i wanna take neoprint with christine!!! haven't been going with her to take neoprints fer also almost a mth!!! i wanna go to 'kinokuniya'!!! i wanna go to 'heeren'!!! i wanna go to 'wisma atria'!!! i wanna go to 'what shop'!!! (its a comic shop... large variety of comics!!) i wanna go to comics connection'!!! i hafta save money... just to buy comics and take neoprint!!

hmm... wrote quite a long 1 today... longest post so far... hahas... hmm... got nuthin more to rite... alrighty! stop till here fer this post... buh bye!!!

2004-04-25T21:48:00.000+08:00

aiya... 4got tt i wrote in e previous post... stupid me... anw... I DUN WANNA DO 2.4 TOMORROW!!! *sniffs* tomorrow 2.4 le... haiz... i bet i will get only a mere c... boohoohoo... aiya... hu cares... heck larx... as long as can get gold jiu4 ke2 yi3 le... *yawns* so tired... but i still wun slp yet... yays! mommy n daddy go out watch movie... but then... still cannot slp too late... otherwise tomorrow haf hei1 yen3 quan1 liao... hahas... anw... aiya... 4got to rite my story... got 2 pple in my klaz... ritin story... 1 even ritin harry potter fan fiction... 3 lehx!! hmph... i heck care her... go rite my own 1... cuz they ask me to!! my gd fren iz 1 of them... then both of them go ask me rite... but then all of us ritin abt teens... then very farnie... my gud fren's 1 iz twins... not sure if identical onot... then every1 hates 1 of them... then every1 lyks e other... i oso lyk e other 1... e 1 tt every1 hates iz called lyla... then every1 lyks iz nolee... nice rite e anme??? luv it manns... nxt time go name my child

2004-04-25T21:36:00.000+08:00

haiz... my national junior e results veri bad lehx... so unfair lorx! i actually haf 3rd fer high jump...but then... got 4 2NDS LORX!! qi4 si3 ren2 le... so i frm 3rd... shift down to 6th... anw... then triple... hahas... veri farnie... got 10th placin... but at least top ten lehx! c howe li4 hai4 iz ur meimei! then todae long jump horx... haiz... 6th... okok... anw... triple... i jump 8.72m i think... then high i jump my pb!! 1.30m... then long i oso jump my pb!!! 4.56m!!! aiya... but my coach... disppointed... heng she nvr scold me manx... then ms lim scold me sae my technique better than my sista but then brains alot more worse than ers lehx! then she sae wud my brains iz p4 p5 lehx... xcuse me... then howe i get to st nicks... hmph... i oso not tt stupid wud... then she sae wud i suppose to do trainin tt time horx... still dancin... xcuse me... i wuz only wavin my hands wud... i wuz waitin fer my seniors to jump... then muz help them check... then she sae nxt time if i do tt again... she will send me to dance... i happily accept! at least my muscles will not b so big lyk nowe lorx... but then again... i still wanna do jumpin!! i juz dun wanna do triple... jus do long n high...

2004-04-24T18:21:00.000+08:00

aiyarrs... nvr update fer lyk more than 2 weeks?? n to be exact... 2 WEEKS N 2 DAES!!! o my... tts long... anw... updates on 30th national junior athletic championships 2004... hmmm fer triple jump... hehes... a very surprising 10TH PLACE!!! okok... tts very bad... but at least i jumped a mere 8.72... my pb iz only lyk 9.06??? tts short... okok... anw.. fer high jump... very wierd... reali... there were.... 4 2ND PLACINGS!!! oh my... im 3rd... but nowe... cuz of e 4 2nds... *sniff* im *cries* 6TH!!! *cry my hardest* could haf gotten a trophy u noe... hmph... jumped my pb on tt dae... 1.3!!! heyys... im not a high jumper u noe??? my first ever national competition fer high jumps! tts gud enuff fer me... hehes... sigh... tomorrow... there'll b... LONG JUMP!!! oh manns... help me... suffocatin... too excited n depressed... excited cuz i juz LUV long jump... depressed cuz i didn't haf much time to practice... *wails* n my pb iz lyk only a mere 4.49?? tt iz kinda low... coach haz high standards... lyk im suppose to do 4.7?? xcuse me... im not even a pro... if shez so clever... whye dun she juz go fer e competition??? well not exactly... cuz i wanna go... anw... gtg grandmama's hse... buh byes! hugies comfort!

2004-04-08T10:57:00.000+08:00

hmm.... todae... i... didn't go ta skool... *sniff sniff* i wanna go... cuz tomorrow iz good friday... n e hw iz in skool.. lucky fer me... i haf a sista!!! phew... but... i dunno whether my fren received my sms... she iz very blurblur...

o no!!! shit larx... i got trainin today... i oso wanna go... cuz i haf competition on... lets c... saturdae n sundae??? i haf triple on saturdae... high on sundae... long on next next saturdae... n e prob iz...... I DUN EVEN NOE HOW TO DO HIGH JUMP!!! o no... o me o my... help help help...anw... im gonna go play gb... o yea... im gonna make a new blog soon... hate dudupig as a name fer blogspot... so i wanna change... heez... buh byes!!

2004-04-02T21:46:00.000+08:00

hmmm... mrs fong burst again todae...she burst yesterdae too... juz bcuz some pple nvr hand in e hw... im 1 of them... hehe... finally... after 3-4 weeks... i played gb again... hmmm.... small fry sux big time... irritatin tcher... wearin a push-up bra... can u believe tt??? shez so ugly n blah blah blah...yadda yadda yadda hmmm... i dunno wad to sae anymore... bye...

2004-03-30T18:37:00.000+08:00

heyz pple... again... hehes... todae dun needa go fer trainin... but ir each home e same time as i shld afta trainin!!! wah!!! so not fair... juz put braces on... i look lyk a freakster!!! e rubberbands r green... my skool house... GREEN RAWKS! as in e house... but not sae e colour... unless ittiz reali nice... aww man... nowe my teeth hurts... and i can't eat hard stuff... as in bite... but i can suck on it... can't eat sugary stuff... chewy stuff... lotsa stuff... no fair!!!hmph... not even my fav strawberry!!! i haf it in my fridge rite nowe... but i fergot to sk my maid to cut it yesterdae... wah...

hmmm... ms lim emailed me sum stuff abt sum stupid email interview... but haf to do it... cuz if i dun i need to return e money... my teeth hurts~!! it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurst so badly tt i wanna take it out!!! but my sis saes tt it iz lyk tt on e first dae...hehez... so... bear wid it... fer lyk... 2 years..? ......2 YEARS????? OMG!! 2 years iz lyk... sooo sooo soooooooo long!!!!! hehez... added melodies of life... nxt time will be mayb nicer... so ta-ta! gtg rite my lettas... not 2 mention bathe... hehes...

2004-03-28T21:57:00.000+08:00

i hate mrs choy!!!! idiotic bitch... voice lyk barbie doll, face lyk barbie doll, but still....i think...barbie's alot more prettier!!! *note:barbie as in barbie doll... not meteor garden tt barbie tsu...not da4 S...
wah liao larx... idiotic... cannot stand her... so irritatin...
anw... i wanna buy black eyed peas cd!!! n britney's in the zone, wad else... still got sum more... i wanna buy comics!!! i wanna go comics connection... haiz... i didn't do a single hw... at all... i dun kare larx... itz e story tellin competition anw... hu kares... pple hu wanna get $... hehehe... me.. but not in tt wae....
hmmm...wanna put jay chou's song inside here... later go put!

buh byes...

2004-03-28T21:40:00.000+08:00

hmmm...ferget 2 upd8...itz been soooo long... anw... i got 3rd fer HIGH JUMP!!! kewl 2nd iz frm green house... woohoo!!!! haiz... 1st iz frm red...i bet red house iz lyk gonna win dis yr... hmph... so irritatin... yays!!! 2morrow gonna get prize... worth $500 lehx!!! kewl... im rich... but...i'll b poor nxt time bcuz of e stupid university... itz a muz 2 go in my family... shld oso be a muz in other families... haiz...stupid idiot small fry... f***king bitch... hate her... so ugly n got all e disgusting points tt i dun lyk... and then so ugly already then still wearin push-up bra... haiyo...so diu1 lian3...then her complextion so bad...

2004-03-11T13:34:00.000+08:00

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look at me... im a beatiful angel...

2004-03-11T12:34:00.002+08:00

Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's
beauty and just the life that no-one else sees.
Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't
mean you're not friendly!

ooo... dis iz me! luvly...gonna look fer others!!! again!!!

What kind of dark person are you?
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2004-03-11T12:34:00.001+08:00

You represent... kindness.
You're a very gentle, kind, and caring individual.
You truely care about people and are generally
well-liked. Though sometimes you may be
perceived as weak, you truely have a strong
heart and a good desire to help others.

yes! another me again!!!

What feeling do you represent?
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2004-03-11T12:34:00.000+08:00

You are a true nature girl!

woohoo! im lyk pocahantas!!! Gaia iz e most beautiful woman in e world of goddess!!!

Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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2004-03-11T12:27:00.000+08:00

You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.

another me!!! *giggles* goin 2 look fer another 1!!!

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2004-03-11T12:23:00.000+08:00

Waaah! You're so LOVABLE! Everybody likes you,
because you're a great person to have around
and it's always happy about everything ^^.
congrats! and...can I hug you?? plz! ^///^

dis iz mememememe!!! im sooo lovable... lolz... kkz... go look fer other quiz...hehex

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2004-03-11T11:49:00.000+08:00

ooo... nvr post new 1 fer sooo long... anw... i haf... 3RD FER MY HIGH JUMP!!!! e 1st n 2nd are my frens... their high jumpers... e gal hu had 2nd... improved tremendously!!!!! yea...reali...alot... o yea... abt e triple? i had 4th!!! e 1st 2nd n 3rd r sec 2s...n im sec1 1!!! hehex... im sooo boastful... well... rarely... at least im not as proud as my 'fren'... she saez tt shez a "born runner" !!! can u belive tt??? proud, act cute, thinks shez so popular...( when of course im even popular then her and tt shez obviously not popular cuz onyl my klazz noes here...) i can't stand her!!! ugly gal... hmph well... juz camed to let out my happiness n of course... my anger... postie another time! buh-bye...

2004-02-28T16:51:00.000+08:00

woohoo!!! came backie frm skool n guess wad??? me got 1st fer long jump!!! but..... e gal in e @nd place waz 1CM less than me... *sniff sniff* all my 4 yrs of trainin went down e drain... i jumped 3.83 n she....3.82... wah!!! no fair! shes not even in long jump n she didn even train fer it n she iz betta than me!!!shez a high jumper actually... my coach scolded me fer winnin sooooo badly... anw...gtg me go play gb now... sayonara!

2004-02-27T11:48:00.000+08:00

im sooooo bored... now....at dis time... im in e computer lab.... my real purpose of comin to dis lab iz 2 do sum stooooooopid chinese lit. stuff...but....i....can't b bothered... lolz

hmmm i HATE sum pple... stoooopid idiotic pple... can't stand them... i HATE mah tcher...so irritatin!!! she thinks tt shez very pretty...but she haz lotsa pimples on er face... her eyes r sooo big n ugly...

anw....juz came back 2 type some stuff...writin another time

2004-02-15T15:09:00.000+08:00

happy valentines dae 2 e-ve-ry-1 out there!!!!...........so....wad shld i do now... plz plz plz...pple out there...if u play gunbound.....tell me!!!! im lyk so bored 2 death...sights of pple whom i dun lyk....ew....i will feel lyk pukin...haiz...find them so irritatin...

2004-01-31T23:38:00.000+08:00

yea......hi again pple!! aw man......got lotsa hw ta do...geez...too much! secondary life iz juz not e type of life fer me....itz....juz tooooo tough...(a bit too exaggeratin rite?) but itz tru!!! but....i still luv mah klazz... cuz...lots of them read manga!!! woohoo!yea...my bro juz came bac frm army todae n immediately went out wid hiz gf!!! hey! no fair! he treats hiz gf alot more betta than me n mah sista! or yesh....not 2 4get......mah doggie woggie... i reali pity mah dog.....cuz hiz masta (which iz mah bro) alwaes 4get ta bathe him... which makes me hafta bathe him... hez evil.....*cackle cackle* (frm mah bro's lil devil on hiz shoulder)